salam. lots of things had happened to me, my family and my friends this past few weeks.. lost focus, weight and confidence. need to gain back my strength. i never admit defeat before and never plan to change it. but never once thought that i would easily distracted like now. i like to bottle up everything inside, thats me. typical me. act tough and 'i-can-handle-everything-alone' is my greatest gift from Allah. ada hikmah disebalik setiap kejadian. and as always, it works. until today. out of all people, this person, whom i hardly talked to, try to push the usually-invisible button and try to make me spill out everything. and i hate it. yeah. aku keras kepala, selfish and ego. jadi? you dont know me, so jangan suka2 buat assumptions pasal aku. there's limit for everything. ingat tu. i hate that sick 'pretend-to-be-nice' habit of yours. kat orang lain kau leh try, tp bukan aku. go somewhere else and get drowned!