THOUGHT OF THE DAY

salam!! hi there! its been a while ne.. spent 3 days at home really calm me down. so much had happend lately. study+family+friends+sampah masyarakat and stuff.. wont merungut bout dat.. its life. i'll bravely continue to step forward no matter what people say.. 'regret' is the last word i would choose. being me, ive been taught to be positive, independent and smile always. whenever i'm about to take another step forward, abah will continuously say;

'... jangan buat keje separuh jalan.. abah bagi anak abah pilih jalan hidup sendiri, jadi pandai2 la nak hidup, jangan salahkan sesiape kemudian hari.. buat baik kat orang, ni hari dia.. esok2 hari kite pulak...'

it took me forever to understand clearly why abah always repeat those words, *ye la.. nk wat guane.. anak abah lampi ya rabbi* ngahaha!! but after some time, i slowly understand and follow the flow.. abah try to show me the real meaning of life.. outside there, tanpa akar yang kuat, you wont survive. mistake is your 'bestfriendforever'. it teach you to be better person and tougher. after several failure and mistakes, that strong akar will slowly grow.. haha!! complicated ne.. and the most important thing is, buat baik di balas baik.. to gain people's respect, you need to respect them first. they are your best 'mirror'.

ive been scold many times by my ex rumates back at kuantan; 'ko jangan igt dunia ni berputar di keliling ko jek.. keluar dari kepompong ko tu. cuba pandang sekeliling! jgn igt ko jek jadi mangsa.. ko xkan kemana ngan perangai ko tu! tak bawak pekdah kat sesape pon!' huhu.. it's because i always assumed 'its all about me'.. whenever there's conflict, i'll take the blame and my friends annoyed with my attitude. thanks friends! you guys taught me a lot!

so, no matter how hard the cobaaaaannn was.. i'll try to overcome it.. dgn hati yg terbuka!

but, lately.. it seems like ive lost my focus.. and it led me to you-dont-wanna-go state of mind. tend to isolate myself from outside world. dont know why.. however,having a really peaceful three days at home wake me up! alhamdulillah... guess what?? i 'woke up' during cooking for my family. haha!!! watching them eating.. cheer me up and bring back colors to my blank mind. ngehehehe!!! kelakau t0l.. and everything went back to normal.. alhamdulillah...^^


hek3.. cooking still the best theraphy after all. adios!!!^^v



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