Monday, January 11, 2010

salam! surprise3!! hehe... im on leave. only after three weeks of working. wae? easy. migrain. not because of work, for sure. to my surprise, i must say im missing quill 7 already. haih... adakah ini yang dinamakan 'workaholic'? hua3.. last week was tough for me. yang mana perkara2 yang terjadi benar2 menguji kesabaran dan ketabahan aku sepanjang 26 years of living. watching your abah tahan sakit is more painful than the sakit itself, trust me. he's always loud, strong and healthy, and another day, abah terbaring atas katil dengan suara lemah tahan sakit. oho... it was like.. and i cant cry either. suara dlm kepala. 'jgn nangis!, ko nangis yg lain cane?!' jadi aku kena kuat. mak tak boleh terima tekanan. jadi ko kena kuat! abah, ya takkan nangis, tapi abah kena sihat balik. Ya Allah... aku bermohon kepadaMU.. tolong beri aku kesempatan untuk berkhidmat kepada kedua ibubapaku... amin..amin.. ya rabbal a'lamin...